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Post by ballongiraf on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:17 pm

Crying or Very sad tomorrow is the operation day. Im so scared.
It's kinda ironic, really. I've told patients many times "not to worry and you're in the best of hands" - but now that Im the patient, all i can think of is "ZIP IT!".

keep your fingers crossed for me Shocked
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Post by Rach on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:19 pm

Awwww honey!

I wish you all the best and I am sure it will be fine. I have never had an operation before so I would be the same but you will be in a great care and just think how much better your ankle will be after this!

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Post by ~~Kristy~~ on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:20 pm

Awww I wish you all the very best. You will be fine and your ankle will feel so much better.So please be brave you can do it.


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Post by EarthAngel90 on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:21 pm

My Prayers + Heart will be with you ... You will do fine !!!!
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Post by ballongiraf on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:23 pm

im hoping they'll give me a stesolid before the operation. Once you get one of those, you dont care lol! Oh, the good stuff....

No, i guess im scared about this whole thing because i was stupid enough to ask the surgeon what drug he'd use to anesthetize me - and he said propofol What a Face I did not need to hear that word......

What a Face
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Post by rellababy on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:24 pm

You will be ok ballon, stay positive.
(((((((((healing vibes))))))))
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Post by ishealive on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:24 pm

Aww Ballon best of luck, you're in good hands remember that. Smile
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Post by Rach on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:24 pm

OMG you should NOT have asked that question lol.

I'm only kidding! As long as its not Murray/Klein (according to Annie!) you will be fine Very Happy
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Post by ballongiraf on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:26 pm

Rachel wrote:OMG you should NOT have asked that question lol.

I'm only kidding! As long as its not Murray/Klein (according to Annie!) you will be fine Very Happy

i know, rach. I really regret asking that question - i guess the nurse in me just HAD to ask lol!

well, the surgeon is a skinny white dude, so the chances of Murray or Klein being there is rather slim lol!
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Post by DreamChild on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:26 pm

ballongiraf wrote:Crying or Very sad tomorrow is the operation day. Im so scared.
It's kinda ironic, really. I've told patients many times "not to worry and you're in the best of hands" - but now that Im the patient, all i can think of is "ZIP IT!".

keep your fingers crossed for me Shocked

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Post by Rach on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:27 pm

LOL well you will be fine then! I wish you the best of luck but I know you won't need it and because I am on leave from work at the moment also we will be on here all the time Very Happy
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Post by ballongiraf on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:31 pm

Rachel wrote:LOL well you will be fine then! I wish you the best of luck but I know you won't need it and because I am on leave from work at the moment also we will be on here all the time Very Happy

i'll be on leave from work for 3 months! wow... i can be online for 3 months straight, pretty much lol! (is it pathetic that im looking forward to that?!)

Thank you guys. Im sure i'll be fine and the operation will go as planned. It's just scary to be about to do/try something for the first time in your life, you know? And the propofol thing doesnt help, i might add. What a Face


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Post by IWSICS on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:32 pm

Good luck honey, Im certain you will do fine and we all look forward to you coming back on and telling us the good news of your recovery! Very Happy LOVE AND HUGS!

ps, whilst healing im sure blasting some good MJ tunes will make it all that bit better (and more fun ;P) xxxx
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Post by ilprincipe on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:43 pm

Hey Ballon,
I will think of you and crossing my fingers.
Good luck. sunny
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Post by ballongiraf on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:44 pm

ilprincipe wrote:Hey Ballon,
I will think of you and crossing my fingers.
Good luck. sunny

vielen dank Very Happy
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Post by anotherpartofme on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:51 pm

Good luck! We are with you!
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Post by SmoothCriminal on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:52 pm

Aww try not to worry your in the best of hands and good luck hope it all goes well Smile
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Post by PinkLizard on Tue Sep 01, 2009 1:53 pm

Sending you lots of love, I've had lots of surgeries (on my knees) so I do know what it's like. You will be fine! love and God bless xoxox
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Post by THE JACKSONOLOGIST on Tue Sep 01, 2009 2:07 pm

Hey New Mod Ballongiraf!!!

Listen here girlie,

You have ALL our support here ok? You will be fine. I had surgery in January on some female parts....talk about being scared!!!! I was a wreck. Its only natural to be scared sweetie!! But it will be over before you know it!!
Take a bath tonight with some candles and get some good sleep. We'll be here waiting for you when you come back to us.
And Im sorry, but what is wrong with your ankle?

And HECK NO you should have asked the dr what drug he was using!! You were just asking for that one!! LOL

Lots of love and kisses!!

Mary
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Post by Sweet1 on Tue Sep 01, 2009 2:21 pm

Honey,
I had surgery on my right knee in July 2007. It was same day surgery. Yes! I was put under for a few hours. Let me tell you from experience. Don't worry about anything. You will be fine. The Dr. (anthesiologist) will come to you and talk to you. He will start your IV, then your surgeon will come in and talk to you and tell you everything will be fine. By the time I got to OR I was wrapped in warm blankets with 2 doctors and 3 nurses. I told them they were so nice to take..... I was out until I woke up groggy in the recovery room. I was sleepy off and on when my friend drove me home. By the time I got home I crashed on the sofa and stayed there for 1 1/2 days. I didn't have pain or anything either. I will pray for you. God is not respector of persons. If he had me come through my knee surgery fine you will go through your ankle surgery fine also. Keep the Faith!
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Post by hungry on Tue Sep 01, 2009 2:31 pm

Don't worry, BallonGiraf - if it weren't safe, your parents wouldn't let you go through with it.
Good luck!
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Post by phoenix on Tue Sep 01, 2009 4:05 pm

ballongiraf wrote:Crying or Very sad tomorrow is the operation day. Im so scared.
It's kinda ironic, really. I've told patients many times "not to worry and you're in the best of hands" - but now that Im the patient, all i can think of is "ZIP IT!".

keep your fingers crossed for me Shocked



ohhh good luck for your OP tomorrow, i am going to keep my fingers crossed for you!
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Post by Loree on Tue Sep 01, 2009 4:34 pm

Good luck~!
we all are with you
everything is going to be ok Smile
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Post by annieisnotokey on Tue Sep 01, 2009 4:45 pm

ballongiraf wrote:
Rachel wrote:LOL well you will be fine then! I wish you the best of luck but I know you won't need it and because I am on leave from work at the moment also we will be on here all the time Very Happy

i'll be on leave from work for 3 months! wow... i can be online for 3 months straight, pretty much lol! (is it pathetic that im looking forward to that?!)

Thank you guys. Im sure i'll be fine and the operation will go as planned. It's just scary to be about to do/try something for the first time in your life, you know? And the propofol thing doesnt help, i might add. What a Face

First of all, don't worry about a thing. As long as MJ's doctors are not in the room, you'll be just fine!! Razz

On the other hand if you think you are pathetic, I'll show you pathetic: I actually envy you for having a legitimate excuse to be online non stop 3 months in a row without having to worry about work!!! lol!
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Post by YveLoVesMJ on Tue Sep 01, 2009 4:56 pm

Good luck ballongiraf! I am sure you'll be ok, much love for you *hugs*
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Post by neverlandsfairy on Tue Sep 01, 2009 9:22 pm

Sweetie, I ´ve been doing surgeries my whole , life since I have an incurable kidney disease.Tough I fully understand your feeling, even now, I sense the same when an intervention is mentioned.But trust me, you will be fine, maybe you are scared cause all this anesthesy stuff had set you a bit more nervous than usual, but please dont, you will be at a hospital with experienced physician watching you.It will be a completly secure procedure, and Im swear, on 2 days you will be here with us again, helping to unveil this great mystery.

My prays will be for you, and be sure we are all hugging you right now.

God Bless You. Very Happy
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Post by Banessa on Tue Sep 01, 2009 9:31 pm

Ballon You will be just fine! YOu won't feel a thing. I just had surgery last Thursday and I was nervous and scared because I also had to be put to sleep. But don't you worry you will be fine and you will be out of there faster than you can say MJ is alive! Wink I will keep you in my prayers and we'll be waiting for you when you are ready to come back to us!

Your health is top priority and you need to do whatever it takes to be healthy! We all love ya and I wish you a speedy recuperation! Don't be nervous I am sure will be in good hands! Take care and get well soon! I love you
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Post by kdkennedy74 on Tue Sep 01, 2009 10:10 pm

Sweetie you are going to be just fine. You will be in my prayers and please drop us a line on here as soon as you are up to it to let us know how you are.

XOXOXO sunny
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Post by Jubilee on Wed Sep 02, 2009 1:27 am

All the best for today, lucky you having all that time off work Very Happy xxxxxxxx
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Post by just_friend on Wed Sep 02, 2009 12:18 pm

I am with you! fingers crossed!
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Post by CantlivewithoutMJ on Wed Sep 02, 2009 12:22 pm

Oh sweetie i am with you and i know you will be better tomorrow.Fingers crossed.

Much kisses and hugs!!

I love you
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Post by ballongiraf on Thu Sep 03, 2009 12:47 am

back home.
surgery went fine - it took them 1½ hours to repair the damage. They also repaired my tendons What a Face

And wow... propofol is some good shit, im telling ya lol! - though waking up from it is an absolute hell. Even now (1 day after) im still dizzy and sleepy as hell. Having experienced this myself i'd have to say that there's no way in hell MJ could've gotten propofol every night and able to perform the next day. The operation ended at 10.30 - i wasnt fully wake until 1.30, and even then i was still groggy and dizzy.
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Post by MJ_Fan_For_40_yrs on Thu Sep 03, 2009 1:01 am

{{{{{ Ballon }}}}}}}}

So glad everything went WELL!!!!!
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Post by Jubilee on Thu Sep 03, 2009 1:02 am

Good Morning, really glad it all went well for you Smile Must of been interesting to have experience of the drug itself! xxxx
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Post by Loree on Fri Sep 04, 2009 9:53 am

hehe welcome back~!

wow then propofol its really strong..
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Post by ballongiraf on Fri Sep 04, 2009 11:28 am

Loree wrote:hehe welcome back~!

wow then propofol its really strong..

it sure is. But oooh, it's gooood. I was seeing colors, the room was spinning and i was VERY happy when they injected it lol!

But waking up and the time afterward is a nightmare What a Face
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