im sorry but u can't help you in that...i only know things all of you already know and to my knowledge non of them have been proven facts ....i feel the same as you, we find stuff but is like going on circles and is depressing of course and no one is forcing us...we are doing this forced by love and that is such a powerful tool....and well to cheer you and me up...ok nevermind, i think it has been ruled out...hell!! im gonna put it....the painS....i even tweeted Kenny, i asked him(subtle of course) who was in charge of the memorial program and who decided what songs to play and what artists to invite to sing and well of course he didn't answer and that left me that doubt i have been carrying since two weeks after june 25...

If I losing hope I look at Dave Dave in Larry King and back is my hope!

I have a bad day too! I made the mistake to listen Speechless 30-40 times today.
And nothing new.
And people here start questioning about the validity of the hoax and go more towards the murder theory.
But for the moment, the elements (I cannot call them proofs) we have are indicating more in favour of hoax theory.
So I will wash my tears again (I never thought that I can cry so much for such a long period of time) and keep the faith!

Oh no don't lose your hope.. I was losing my hope a couple of ago.... BUT all the guys in here got me back on track ...

So now it's my turn to help you..

DON'T LOSE HOPE

Don't be sad! Michael is alive, check this out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akLBsd72jB8

Every time i feel I am losing hope, i like to think that, if he is dead he is in a beautiful place where everybody loves him, playing hide and seek or a water balloon fight, surrounded by kids and he is really happy!
On the other hand, if he is alive (which i do hope) he is playing and laughing with his kids, he is having a wonderful time and he is making arrangements for his comeback!!!

maybe this helps a bit....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CskGUQRgy9E&feature=sub

Don't give up and don't lose hope. I think everybody here has those days, me too, where feel down just want to let it go. That's normal because we all want closure. But that doesn't mean that we should give up hope....so Keep the faith. I also think it's great that everybody here is looking out everyone and is trying to help each other....that's awesome...we're like a big family here. Thank you guys

Snap out of it!!! **slap***..........kidding

Seriously..ALL of us have gone thru times of dispair more then once. I personally got sick. I was deeply depressed. I felt my world crashing down....worse then on June 25th. MUCH worse. I took a few days off from here and thought that would do the trick. It worked. I realised that life does go on, but you can still investigate the hoax...you just need to know how to seperate the two.
It very trying on the heart and soul...I know this, but I think you need to take a day or two off and clear your head. I have told this to alot of people in your position and you know what? The way you are feeling is totally normal....and you will recover....do not lose hope.

****hugs****

I have my moments of doubt but I think that is normal. My motto that keeps me going is "show me a body and I will give up!!!!"

I had my moment the other day when I saw this for the first time:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3-8r9Cstd4

(Prince wiping his tears at the Memorial)

Don't give up, I have my depressive days aswell, losing hope sometimes too, but my heart and gut tells me so much, he's alive!
And I really believe in Cassandra, don't think she would be so cruel to play with our feelings and I'm very happy today after I noticed, she's answering again on this new blog and I'm waiting patiently now for June 2010!

Let's all stick together as Michael wants us to. It's all for L.O.V.E.

if you feel like giving up go to http://derekclontz.com/ once i read the post of cassandra, it gives me a tinge of hope that Michael is still there, somewhere! Even though she may be a fake, but at least I wish to think that still some uncertainty, and in fact she may be the truth to everything! =)

Dont give up, I've been through an emotional roller coaster.

Here's a time line of my roller coaster of emotions

From June 25(dead)
After the memorial (dead)
Started googling to find clues for MJ being alive (hoax)
Then came the death cert (Dead, I was blown away =(
Decided to read forums (hoax)
Then came the funeral (dead)

So it's like every little thing makes you change your decisions. really, it's all in the mind. If you truly believe he is alive, he will live on forever... It's not self-denial, but since believing that Michael is still somewhere out there makes me feel better, I am willing to dedicated this part of my life to him. Because no matter what they say, I will never be fully convinced. =)

Sweetie,
Don't give up! Michael is not gone (he's just away from the world right now) and his kids are fine. He keeps in contact with his children daily. They are just too content for that not to be the case. The undeniable proof is their temperment. They have gone on as though nothing happened. They know their dad is alive. Nothing is adding up with the HOAX because it's a hoax within a hoax. I don't remember who said that but it's true. Look at the Jackson family and their actions. Look at Michael's closet friends and if that isn't enough go back to the funeral. It looked as though they were filming a movie. Michael's program had a pic of him sitting in a director's chair from Liberian girl shortfilm. MJ is very much alive. Just Keep the Faith!

Just stop it, y'all are depressing me to no ends He has to be back. If he never does another concert, I just really, really, really have to believe that somewhere in this vast universe, Michael lives. It is discouraging enough that he left in the first place. He's got to give us a sign or something. I need it with every beat of my heart. Okay now I am too officially depressed. Sorry

Let's see if this helps somewhat .....
This I read on page TNZ few months ago and I remembered something I read this morning in the forum, now get it but I printed, I'll translate the most important:
Some of the names I use to get mediacamentos MJ;
Paul Farance, Omar Arnold, Jimmy Nocola, Brian Singleton.


Paul Farance, the name is referencing Pablo Francia-CEO Fantastic One is a media company that uses new technologies, before this, Paul France launched Asia in 1993, which eventually merged with CNBC to create CNBC Asia in 1998


Omar Arnold, is owner and general sales manager of Quantum & Technology Incorporated, located in California. It is a company that works with audio systems, supports organizations that promote music programs in schools in the U.S.


Jimmy Nicolas is vice president of business development for MokaFive, a technology based organization. Before this work with TriplePoint Capital, where he was responsible for a risky operations, also was CEO of Oxford Media Corporation, which is dedicated to providing digital video technology in 2000, press reports indicate that MJ invested several million dollars in HollywoodTicket.com, was a company that wanted to maximize Internet technology.


Brian Singleton is the Creative Director and Product Manager of Attention Span Media, located in Los Angeles, Brian has worked with the entertainment industry through the production of various sitcoms, was a news producer Khiza TV, and now focuses on new media


Peter Midani, actually refers to Pedro Madonia, since 2006 has been the Managing Director of the Rockefeller Foundation, and oversees the financial and human resources, information technology, inastalaciones. Before that, he was the Chief of Staff of the Mayor of New York, Michael R. Bloomberg, who paid tribute to Michael Jackson. Bloomberg announced on 7 July 2009 that wanted to help the media industry through the creation of 8,000 jobs,By creating partnerships between traditional media and digital and the attraction of foreign investment, grants for training also with joint ventures. Not only that, but a Children's World Congress was held in April 1995, where besides other supporters, MJ Heal The World Foundation, the Rockefeller Foundation was a sponsor. The other names were aliases of friends, children, celebrities, or its staff.


As you can see, there is a very strong possibility that the MJ use aliases that were people he knew. From the above list, all of whom are prominent individuals associated with the media and technology industries. A few days after the "death" of MJ, Joe Jackson appeared in an interview talking about "Ranch Records" is impel the Blu-Ray technology, and what is your next step, "said his partner Marshall Thompson, Joe Jackson was never a investor.


It appears that MJ is an investor in companies associated with technology, Ranch Records focuses on the promotion of new media technologies, contrary to the impression that MJ is a luxury spender and not familiar with finance, is a major investor.

Well. I went through living hell. I cried every day from morning till evening, in my sleep also. I lost 20 kg. I wanted to die. Really. It´s true, I´m not stupid liar and false comforter. I can´t say what happened but I´m already relaxed. I know it, I feel it intensely. Something will come,something will happened in a short time. Please hold on, it will be worth it. I send you a piece of my faith and my hope.