I have trouble to believe ...

... and I think I am not alone.

Michael was so funny! He was gifted and charming.

But there was always some kind of sadness in his eyes ... his fame made him the loneliest person on earth, but I am glad that he had a few people he was able to talk to.

What a tough life - I feel so sorry - "the bigger the star, the bigger the target".

I am pissed off with the tabloid media and all the other media jumping on the sensationalism train. Screw them!

I don't know - I've been a fan for over 20 years - it hit me, it
shocked me, when I heard the news about his death - I didn't think that
I would be so sad - but I was. In my opinion, Michael was a light
creature giving hope and teaching people to care about one another. I
have always admired him for this.

If it is true with the death hoax (I have trouble believing it), I hope
that he is at peace now - far away from the world's noise.

But what is the truth?

We don't know - only Michael knows the truth and he is ... well, at
least he is gone. I am very critical regarding all these theories, but
the thought that he might have played a trick on everyone makes me
smile - although this would be a very gruesome prank - esp. towards his
fans (this is one reason I don't think that it is true).

Can you help me to believe?

I wish he was still alive.

However, I think that it would be more important to try to make positive changes in your environment - that's what Michael wanted to tell us ... "there is nothing that can't be done, if we raise our voice as one".