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Post by Rach on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:42 am

Hey Guys,

I just wanted to let you know that this will be my last post on the forum. I'm not been a drama queen or anything and I was going to just leave and not post anymore, but after going through so many emotions with you all over the last few months I feel I owe you an explanation.

First and foremost, I have NOT stopped believing Michael is alive and that he did hoax his death on June 25th. In fact, at the moment I am working on a fantastic theory with another member on here as to how and why this was all pulled off, and I am sure when it does get posted on here it will make you think twice about the things that we have been told Smile

Ok, so my reasoning for leaving the forum. If I am 100% honest, it's no longer the place that I fell in love with so many months ago and put my own time into to make a welcoming place. I don't mean this to sound rude to members who post excellent and valid information over here, but this is aimed more at the users who come online to rile people up and achieve things like this. Well congratulations, you have succeded. I know from the PMs and fantastic posts you have left on here that the majority of you really appreciate all of the hard work that goes into maintaining a site such as this and I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. You mean the world to me and please believe me when I say that I love you all so much and can never thank you for the laughs, the ups and the tears that you have given me in what can only be described as a difficult part of my life.

There are 3 MODs on here who do a fantastic job and I would like to give them a special mention. Ballongiraf, Banessa and Phoenix, you do an amazing job on here and I can't thank you enough for holding the fort down for me over the last few weeks while I have been ill. You girls don't get the credit you deserve so I want to publicy announce how great you are and that you have been my saviours. I know that you will do the absolute best you can in maintaining the upkeep and morals of this forum.

I also wanted to give a special mention to all of my girlies. You know who you are and we will NOT lose touch, I promise you that much Smile You are the most amazing people in the whole world and you will never know how much you have helped me over the past few months. We are a true family but sometimes families go their seperate ways and I think that's what I need to do. Oh and Princess Pink - we will so go and see "This Is It" together! You have my number and I give you permission to stalk me!

Ok so I am going to stop rambling now because I don't want to bore you all and I am getting a bit teary eyed here! I will leave you all with this song. Listen to the words and know that I couldn't have said it better myself.

I love you all so much and you're forever in my heart.

Rach xoxo

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Post by phoenix on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:54 am

all i have to say is that this is the saddest moment i had on that forum .....and you know my thoughts ...

love ya too girl
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Post by Smelly on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:55 am

Rach..........
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Post by jpresley on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:58 am

I'm so sorry it has come to this. You know how I feel and you also know how to get in touch w/ me. I love you most! xoxoxo
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Post by rowdyangel on Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:00 pm

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This is not good.

All the best to you Rach. The place won't be the same without you.

Now I feel so damned depressed and hacked off, nothing personal at you Rach or anyone else for that matter. I am sure that Ballongiraf, Banessa and Phoenix will do an amazing job.

I just hope that this dark cloud hanging over the forum will soon be lifted.

From the bottom of my heart :) Herz From the bottom of my heart :) Herz
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Post by emanviam on Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:04 pm

Wow...

But, like you said, we will keep in touch!!

See you in London next year!!

Love
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Post by illusionist on Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:25 pm

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Post by kdkennedy74 on Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:28 pm

Now I am depressed all over again...this place will definitely not be the same without you Rachel.
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Post by nlb on Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:59 pm

Rach-

Sorry that you felt you had to do this. You will be missed greatly. Take care of you. Loves and hugs From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad
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Post by THE JACKSONOLOGIST on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:02 pm

What? Rachel you cant go! Pleeease stay!! Please? I am beggin you........please. From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad

OMG.


Where is everyone else?
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Post by just_friend on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:04 pm

Rachel,
I am sad now! Take care!

love you!
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Post by rowdyangel on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:05 pm

Yes why is it so quiet in here now? That makes me very sad. From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad
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Post by emanviam on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:07 pm

I guess eventually everybody will slowly return to normal life one by one....
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Post by MJFoReVeRandAlways on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:09 pm

So Rachel is never coming back again?
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Post by dunno_it on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:14 pm

this is not happening... From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad
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Post by NikkiKat22 on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:21 pm

From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad This is a sad day. I will miss you so much. You have been there for me since the beginning. Om.my... From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad this is horrible. I feel like june 25th all over again. From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad This place won't be the same without Rachel. But you gotta do whats best for you.. Know I'll always be here for you. From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad
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Post by CantlivewithoutMJ on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:23 pm

Oh NOOOO,this can't be.

Im dreaming,i know.This is just a bad dream.
Very bad dream...


Crying or Very sad
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Post by CantlivewithoutMJ on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:24 pm

Please nooo,i feel awful.

Today ended so sad way Sad
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Post by hungry on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:27 pm

Rachel...
you are one of the most faithful and loyal members and believers in the hoax... and although you have not lost faith at all it makes me lost hope to think that you're not going to be on the forum forever.
We love you.
Take care. I'm going to miss you so much.

P.S. what's going to happen to the board? will it be kept up?
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Post by Fountain In Paradise on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:46 pm

Just saw your msg on Twitter that you were leaving the forum. You made this a really fun place, and as you can see you will be greatly missed. Even though I'm not terribly active here I will miss you lots and will continue to think of you, Rachel. Lots of love to you!

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Post by DreamChild on Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:53 pm

Rach wrote:Hey Guys,

I just wanted to let you know that this will be my last post on the forum. I'm not been a drama queen or anything and I was going to just leave and not post anymore, but after going through so many emotions with you all over the last few months I feel I owe you an explanation.

First and foremost, I have NOT stopped believing Michael is alive and that he did hoax his death on June 25th. In fact, at the moment I am working on a fantastic theory with another member on here as to how and why this was all pulled off, and I am sure when it does get posted on here it will make you think twice about the things that we have been told Smile

Ok, so my reasoning for leaving the forum. If I am 100% honest, it's no longer the place that I fell in love with so many months ago and put my own time into to make a welcoming place. I don't mean this to sound rude to members who post excellent and valid information over here, but this is aimed more at the users who come online to rile people up and achieve things like this. Well congratulations, you have succeded. I know from the PMs and fantastic posts you have left on here that the majority of you really appreciate all of the hard work that goes into maintaining a site such as this and I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. You mean the world to me and please believe me when I say that I love you all so much and can never thank you for the laughs, the ups and the tears that you have given me in what can only be described as a difficult part of my life.

There are 3 MODs on here who do a fantastic job and I would like to give them a special mention. Ballongiraf, Banessa and Phoenix, you do an amazing job on here and I can't thank you enough for holding the fort down for me over the last few weeks while I have been ill. You girls don't get the credit you deserve so I want to publicy announce how great you are and that you have been my saviours. I know that you will do the absolute best you can in maintaining the upkeep and morals of this forum.

I also wanted to give a special mention to all of my girlies. You know who you are and we will NOT lose touch, I promise you that much Smile You are the most amazing people in the whole world and you will never know how much you have helped me over the past few months. We are a true family but sometimes families go their seperate ways and I think that's what I need to do. Oh and Princess Pink - we will so go and see "This Is It" together! You have my number and I give you permission to stalk me!

Ok so I am going to stop rambling now because I don't want to bore you all and I am getting a bit teary eyed here! I will leave you all with this song. Listen to the words and know that I couldn't have said it better myself.

I love you all so much and you're forever in my heart.

Rach xoxo



~Please don't Go,Rachel!~

~You were the very first person to speak to me here!~

~If I ask You to stay will You?~

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~It won't be the same without You here~

Please stay?~

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Post by phoenix on Fri Sep 11, 2009 2:03 pm

Guys before i log off for the WE and come back on Monday i want to ask you to please respect Rachels choice to leave and not beg her to come back..it was not easy for her to choose that path because she loves the forum and the people but as she said - the last happenings were too much and they took influence on her health- and as sad as we are now we should not be egoistic because she knows better whats good for her ......
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Post by beverleyflossy on Fri Sep 11, 2009 2:21 pm

good luck Rachel xxx
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Post by EarthAngel90 on Fri Sep 11, 2009 2:27 pm

OMG .. Rach From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad ... not going to be the same .... but I understand ... From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_biggrin .
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Post by Human_nature on Fri Sep 11, 2009 3:06 pm

Wherever. Whatever. Have a nice day."


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Post by Give.In.To.Me on Fri Sep 11, 2009 10:41 pm

Goodbye Rachel...thanks for the many great posts and for sharing your awesome MJ videos. Take care girl. Peace and Love.
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Post by DreamsComeTrue on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:12 pm

Take care of your health now, sweety! I hope you'll find your peace after this storm!
I'm really sad that are not going to be here but I hope you will come back when you'll feel better!
xoxoxoxo

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Post by little fairy90 on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:13 pm

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Post by MJJ Love on Fri Sep 11, 2009 11:32 pm

Wow, Rachel gone?
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I hope that you come back...
I will miss ya...
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Post by Sweet1 on Sat Sep 12, 2009 12:03 am

Rachel,
I will miss you. Take care of yourself okay! Godspeed. Keep the Faith!
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Post by CharlieBarley on Sat Sep 12, 2009 12:33 am

Oh Rachie!! I can't believe your going! I believe you made this forum the best MJHD forum, you have done such a fantastic job here, you will be greatly missed. I don't post much but I am here every day and I will miss you. From the bottom of my heart :) Icon_sad

I have read that you have been having medical problems and you had a heart scare a couple of days ago.


My advice through experience is relax, look after yourself the best you e.g eat healthy, take walks in open air. Do relaxing things that calm the mind like meditation. I have been experiencing strange heart beats in my chest the last few months and my ECG showed an irregular beat and I am still undergoing tests, but I am convinced it is anxiety. I have found meditation works a treat when it's bad.

You may have just found the last few months just a bit too much and as you said in your post yesterday, it makes you look at life in a different perspective. It does, life is here, were very lucky to have it and we must live it. Good Luck Rachel, I hope you feel back to your full health soon, and if you can pop back now and then to say hi, we would all be very happy to hear from you. Best wishes, love and great big hugs!!!!!!!!!!! From the bottom of my heart :) Herz From the bottom of my heart :) Herz From the bottom of my heart :) Herz
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Post by Guest on Sat Sep 12, 2009 12:50 am

Will miss you Rachel.. Please keep in contact via twitter my friend xox

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Post by anotherpartofme on Sat Sep 12, 2009 12:58 am

I love you and will miss you Rach! Take care!
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