Tomorrow:(

by MJFOREVER Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:29 am

I dont know about tomorrow i have mixed up feelings Crying or Very sad

I couldnt sleep last night i was still awake at 4 am or something maybe thats why i feel like shtt now and beeing so emotional right now IDK Crying or Very sad

Tomorrow is Michael's birthday and i have to work tomorrow and in the night im going to the casino but right now i feel like I just want to be alone and dont want to do anything i feel so sad and like shtt.
All the lies of the media, the mixed feeling is he dead is he alive im a little bit lost and i its on my mind everyday its so consufing Sad

One day im so sure about it that he has faked his death and the other moment i think what are you doing hes is gone just accept it Crying or Very sad

then its like but its michael jackson only he can do this and then its like no its impossible it drives me crazy Crying or Very sad

MICHAEL PLEASE LET THIS ALL BE FAKE!!! HEAVEN CAN WAIT, WE NEED YOU Crying or Very sad

Just needed to get this out not realy possible but it helps a little to speak it out Crying or Very sad

But oke i have to be positive because of him So what im gonna do tomorrow is just listen to Michael(when i dont have to work Neutral

or when im out even though i dont feel like going), And what are you all gonna do?

And again im sorry for the sad and negative post Crying or Very sad

by kdkennedy74 Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:33 am

Tomorrow is Michael's birthday and I am taking my kids to an amusement park to ride all the rides. Something he loved to do which is why he had the amusement park in Neverland. We are going to have a wonderful time!

by Savannah Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:49 am

MJFOREVER ~ I know how you feel. The up & down roller coaster that we are on is very emotional. I felt this way yesterday. I still don't have the guts to tell my daughters about the (possibly) fake video. They went to school and told everyone...they were so excited. One of my daughters even showed the video to a teacher (who is a huge Michael fan)...the teacher started screaming and cryng out of happiness. They spent the rest of the period dancing to thriller...the teacher was teaching it to the students (lol).

However, I woke up today and feel great! But who knows how the next day....or the next day...or the next day will be??? It's just alot of ups and downs. We just have to remember what brought us here and the evidence that we have so far SO out weighs him being dead. Keep the faith, and remember that we are all here for each other...through the good days and the bad. And, we can always count on each other!

Oh, my plans for tomorrow...I have to go to my 20 year class reunion. (I am so old...lol). I am PROUDLY going to wear my Michael Jackson shirt, and hope they play some Michael Jackson music to dance to!!! Laughing

by endlessfire Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:52 am

it doesn't matter if he is alive or dead, the day he was born whatever higher power there is sent someone to earth to make it a better place. regardless of this case or the question of his death nothing can change that. we should celebrate that 'GOD' gave us Michael Jackson on this day. i do the same thing on my brothers birthday.

by MJFOREVER Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:58 am

Savannah wrote:MJFOREVER ~ I know how you feel. The up & down roller coaster that we are on is very emotional. I felt this way yesterday. I still don't have the guts to tell my daughters about the (possibly) fake video. They went to school and told everyone...they were so excited. One of my daughters even showed the video to a teacher (who is a huge Michael fan)...the teacher started screaming and cryng out of happiness. They spent the rest of the period dancing to thriller...the teacher was teaching it to the students (lol).

However, I woke up today and feel great! But who knows how the next day....or the next day...or the next day will be??? It's just alot of ups and downs. We just have to remember what brought us here and the evidence that we have so far SO out weighs him being dead. Keep the faith, and remember that we are all here for each other...through the good days and the bad. And, we can always count on each other!

Oh, my plans for tomorrow...I have to go to my 20 year class reunion. (I am so old...lol). I am PROUDLY going to wear my Michael Jackson shirt, and hope they play some Michael Jackson music to dance to!!!

Thanks for the support Embarassed

it's so confusing Crying or Very sad

Youre kids teachers sounds very cool Smile

have fun on the reunion Wink

by PinkLizard Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:59 am

Tomorrow I am watching my 12 year old daughter perform in 'Boogie Nights' in the evening. Daytime I will listen to as much MJ music as possible, my 8 and 3 year olds will keep me smiling by doing their 'Michael dancing'. I said to my husband last night I am 1,000,000 % certain that Michael is alive, he didn't say I was crazy! More progress!

Search your heart, what does it say? Keep believing, every day brings us a little closer to the truth I love you

by SmoothCriminal Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:02 am

endlessfire wrote:it doesn't matter if he is alive or dead, the day he was born whatever higher power there is sent someone to earth to make it a better place. regardless of this case or the question of his death nothing can change that. we should celebrate that 'GOD' gave us Michael Jackson on this day. i do the same thing on my brothers birthday.

Ditto well said i agree Smile

by GirlSaturday Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:17 am

Tomorrow..turn frowns upside down and SMILE/LAUGH/DANCE the day away!

Admittedly, I am on pins and needles as I nervously wait for tomorrow's clue. There is no doubt in my mind that on Aug 29th another clue will be hand-delivered to us.

An-ti-ci-pa-tion!

by YveLoVesMJ Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:20 am

I will go to Bucharest because on his birthday they will inaugurate Michael Jackson Alley in Park Herastrau. I can't wait to meet his fans again, MJ's fans are so nice, I love them all! We will all celebrate his b-day there. Michael was a sincere giver who honestly cared for people from his heart and showed it through his humbleness. If he really is dead, his legacy lives on, his love is still present, and his humanitarianism will forever endure on this earth.
I will continue to believe he is alive, the troot will prevail!

Keep the faith!

by CantlivewithoutMJ Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:26 am

Oh i dont know i feel so fine right nowbut yesterday night i was sad and cryed.Sometimes i feel better,specally then if you guys tell me good news.And i really belive he is alive.Im listening my heart,you should do the same.Im sure you heart is telling he is alive,mine is and dont let this stupid media lies to confuse your mind.Dont loose you fate,we all need you so much!

Much kisses and hugs!

by Guest Fri Aug 28, 2009 9:13 am

I´d rather just forget about it. I wish this was all a bad dream, and I will wake up soon. Im on a complete emotionel rollercoaster.
Ive been seriously Ill for the last two months, my body is very affected, and Ive been to the hospital, because I keep throwing up all the time. Ive had 3 days, where I was able to keep my food down, then that van video was shown, and it all came back. Every time it shows a new "evidence" to Mike beeing alive, Im getting sick. I dont get that story with all the drugs, and I dont believe it. We all know Mike went to rehab in 93, and I think he might have been on painkillers also during his last trial, but who the hell would blame him for that?? I wouldent.
Michael has always been affraid of death, and to think that he would let some Doctor give him drugs, or inject him with anything, seems unbeliveble to me, Michael is affraid of needles.
He has 3 beautiful children, why the hell would he go and overdose himself?
Michael loves his children more than life, he would never do such a thing, so he wont be able to take care of them.

I cant figure all of this out. There is so many things that doesent add up, for him to be dead, but then again, I keep thinking, would Michael really be able too do this to his fans around the world?? Would he be able to put us in savier pain, just to get back at the media, and all the rotten snakes in his life?? Michael is an Angel, he would never hurt anybody.

I miss him so much, my love for Michael cannot be put into words. All I do is cry and pray, asking God to keep the Angel safe and protectet, never to leave his site for a minute. But what If he is not listening?? If Michael indeed faked this, he must have had a VERY good reason, and possible no other choice. But why? What went wrong? I know he didnt wanna do 50 shows, but there must have been something else, to push him over the edge.. What happent?? What did Michael mean when he said" if i dont do this tour they will kill me?" He also said" The tour will kill me" What did he talk about??

I would give everything I own to get Michael back, even my own heart if that could bring him back to life.

I cant put into words what kinda pain im in, I dont know how long I will be able to keep up the faith. How do you do it?? I mean, keep up the faith? What keeps you going? The ONLY big thing who keeps me wondering if he is really dead, is the fact that we didnt get to see him in his casket.

I need to know what happent to him, I need closure.
im affraid of keep up my faith to much, cause im terrifeid of getting my heart broken again Sad

I want to believe I really do

WHERE THE HELL IS HE??

by TheBadOne Fri Aug 28, 2009 9:16 am

Tomorrow I'm going to listen to his music the whole day . Then later in the evening , I'll take 51 balloons , write "Michael Jackson" on all of them and just let them float away . . .

by CantlivewithoutMJ Fri Aug 28, 2009 9:20 am

MyBelovedMJ wrote:

I cant put into words what kinda pain im in, I dont know how long I will be able to keep up the faith. How do you do it?? I mean, keep up the faith? What jeeps you going? The ONLY big thing who keeps me wondering if he is really dead, is the fact that we didnt get to see him in his casket.

I need to know what happent to him, I need closure.

WHERE THE HELL IS HE??

My heart tells me what's right and what's wrong,im very positive person and dont want te belive bad things.And this all is just like a bad dream.Just please MyBelovedMJ please don't loose you fate.We need you and we support you all the time-forever.I don't know what to say to you anymore,my english is bad too and...But please trust this is just a bad dream,soon it will end and we all are happy then.

by PinkLizard Fri Aug 28, 2009 9:23 am

(((((((((((MyBelovedMJ))))))))))))

by YveLoVesMJ Fri Aug 28, 2009 9:36 am

*hugs* MyBelovedMJ, I hope you will feel better, Michael would want us to stay healthy! Let's all keep the faith and stay strong and maybe soon we will wake up from this nightmare... till then let's support each other and hope that all this will have a happy ending!

by TheBadOne Fri Aug 28, 2009 10:07 am

Exactly . (:
If we support and stand by each other , our happy ending will come , one way or another .
* gives hugs to everyone *

by Guest Fri Aug 28, 2009 11:10 am

Thanks guys, you are so sweet

by just_friend Fri Aug 28, 2009 11:29 am

MyBelovedMJ: "cant put into words what kinda pain im in, I dont know how long I will be able to keep up the faith. How do you do it?? I mean, keep up the faith? What keeps you going? The ONLY big thing who keeps me wondering if he is really dead, is the fact that we didnt get to see him in his casket" [quote]

MyBelovedMJ, i posted it in Good morning/night thread, but would like to put it here! This is the heart that helps me to keep the Faith! This is hard to follow the information, as in my country the media is not after MJJ, they infor only about something big! The video about the van was never released in here, so the biggest part of the country doesn't know anything!

But I came on MJHD forum first, and then on here, because I had a dream, showing me he is OK! From that day I am officially crazy (lol) From you, my smart FAMILY, i learned about all the wierdness of the whole "~~death~~" topic!
And I never doubt, that he IS alive! (I have no one to support me in this, except you, my darlings!!!)
Yesterday I had the 2d dream where I sam Michael and Macualay (sorry, if mispelled), I was so happy to meet them, talk to them, but I felt like I would never meet them again, but got a reply from Michael, saying: We are planning to meet you soon!
I woke up, and I knew, that he is well! So I am now more sure he IS alive!

Hope this will help you!! Smile

by Silence Fri Aug 28, 2009 5:08 pm

MJFOREVER wrote:MICHAEL PLEASE LET THIS ALL BE FAKE!!!

I really understand what you are feeling but I think more people over here should make up their minds.
The chance that mj is dead is at 99.9 % and not the other way round as being in this community for too long may suggest. The only way to be here and stay healthy is to see it all as a game.

If someone over here is involved too much emotionally I think it's time either to take a break or to stop waiting for a wonder.

everything that has been described as "lies" can be true as well.... just because someone does not want to believe some news does not make it a lie.

I hope you will feel better soon. Just remember: Your own life and that of your friends and family is much more important than if some star (even mj) is dead or alive.... real life counts

by Guest Fri Aug 28, 2009 5:22 pm

Silence wrote:
MJFOREVER wrote:MICHAEL PLEASE LET THIS ALL BE FAKE!!!

I really understand what you are feeling but I think more people over here should make up their minds.
The chance that mj is dead is at 99.9 % and not the other way round as being in this community for too long may suggest. The only way to be here and stay healthy is to see it all as a game.

If someone over here is involved too much emotionally I think it's time either to take a break or to stop waiting for a wonder.

everything that has been described as "lies" can be true as well.... just because someone does not want to believe some news does not make it a lie.

I hope you will feel better soon. Just remember: Your own life and that of your friends and family is much more important than if some star (even mj) is dead or alive.... real life counts

@ Silence

Not to be rude.

But that didnt excatly make me feel better. And the only reason I think the Media is BS, is because I know its a lie.
Michael is not just a STAR to me, he is way more, and very special to me in my life.. And yes, I am sick, and very emotionel in all of this. But as long as I dont know for sure, what happent to him, I have to be in here

by zembla Fri Aug 28, 2009 6:02 pm

I predict Conrad Murray goes missing tomorrow. Wink

by Guest Fri Aug 28, 2009 6:03 pm

zembla wrote:I predict Conrad Murray goes missing tomorrow.

by Silence Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:19 pm

MyBelovedMJ wrote:But as long as I dont know for sure, what happent to him, I have to be in here

well, so we will see you here in 20 years if nothing will happen ?

sad.

by yaya Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:24 pm

silence, i find your posts to be slightly rude, offensive and annoyingly pessimistic. if all of us still want to come here in 20 years, whether we found out what happened or not, then that's for us to deal with and not for you to label as "sad."

by kdkennedy74 Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:38 pm

If we do find out that he is indeed dead then in 20 years if we are all still here we will have formed great friendships with each other so what difference does it make. I am going to believe what my heart tells me and that is that he is alive.

by LoveisMagical Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:42 pm

I am new here(cause i recently sign in) but I've being checking this site for a couple of days now and i just wanted to say that feeling the same way, and i've being thinking about whole MJ thing(his dead,and all this things on the news and on the web)... I still refuse to think he is gone.
Deep in my heart I pray to God, that he could be out there, somewhere...and I know is very sad that tomorrow is his birthday, and that by now we still dont get to know forsure where he is(dead or alive)
I think that tomorrow we all could just listen to his music,the greatest gift God have give us from him, where his pure soul is...and just be happy for him. Celebrate that we are able to enjoy what he loved the most.

God Bless Us All

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