Having a rough moment right now!

Hello everyone,
Just thought that I'd want to say that I honestly
DON'T want to believe that MJ has passed,
b/c the funny thing is that sometimes (not everytime),
my heart sorta tells me that he's passed but other times,
it tells me that he's still alive!!!

I sometimes cry every once in a while as well,
because I Love Michael so very much!!!

But as always, I'm still trying to KEEP THE FAITH as much as I can,
& as much as possible! But again, I won't give up no matter what,
& I don't think anyone else should either!!!
Just thought you'd all like to know!

I love you all!!
It's all for Love= L.O.V.E.

Bless your heart. We all get down from time to time.

I have even (shock horror) said the words 'Oh I think he's dead and I just need to move on now' a few times!!!!!

Then some random point will pop into my head and I'm like, 'he's more blinking alive than I am! Do they think we're stupid or what?'

To be honest I think we are going to be on this rollercoaster for a good while yet.
I sometimes just want to give up and believe he had passed.......but something just wont let me run with that.

I even started to think I'm going through the 7 stages of grief and this forum is for all of us stuck in the denial phase!! Its a good job we have eachother because this is not the easy path.

If we had proof he is gone we would all have the utmost respect and be on a rememberance forum instead of a hoax death one but something keeps on pulling us back in this direction.

If nothing else hun it is a sign of intelligence that we are not just lapping up the media pantomime surrounding Michaels 'death'.

So if we are a bunch of denial filled, lunatics then at least we're brainy ones eh??

Keep your chin up. xxx melanie xxx

We all have those moments...I totally understand what you mean. Sometimes I start thinking "what if" and I constantly remind myself of all the proof we have that he is alive. But we just have to keep the faith. Never give up no matter how long it takes. I say this to everyone: Just because he doesn't come back on OUR time,that doesn't mean he's dead. The truth WILL prevail. Even Janet says so.

We all have a moments that we feel that he's gone, but don't give up. Keep the faith!

Keep the faith, da troot will prevail!